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1.
It's so unlike me to say it to your face, it's so unlike me to say it But you need to hear it, you have to hear it You were running all over town, causing drama and confusion and sticking your nose where it didn't belong Someone had to say something fast, someone had to something But I didn't think that person would be me I haven't seen you since way back in June I think you left this world a little too soon I never really got a chance to say goodbye I just wish you were still alive You retreated to your private space, desperately hiding your face Even though nobody was looking for it You were begging for forgiveness again, you were begging for mercy Even though nobody was against you Dark voices were haunting all of your thoughts, you were losing sleep and somehow you tried to blame that on me
2.
Stuck in a distant memory The only world that makes sense to me Searching for answers to irrelevant questions I swear to god it's my best intention I've seen it before You get so mad You act like that And I don't know the reasons why You think you have all the answers But you don't have a clue You're always breathing down my neck and I'm getting sick of you Maybe someday it will come to a halt And you'll find new a reason to say it's all my fault I wonder if you'd notice if I suddenly went missing I wonder if you'd notice if I suddenly stopped existing I'm sorry for the negative vibes I've been sending This paradise is never ending It's way too early for me to call it quits There's still a piece of me that still gives a shit
3.
I went looking for the truth But all I found were different versions of the same lie Why do I wonder why? My world is collapsing and falling into ruins Everyone around me is content I guess ignorance works well for buffoons I feel I'm reaching a critical point I feel my breaking point is coming soon Everyone has bought into Beliefs I don't subscribe to And I don't know how much longer I can keep on carrying this burden So many years have gone and so much mental health has gone with it You told me, "don't give up" Well I'm gonna give up anyway You told me to stay on the watch Well I've watched and I've watched and I've watched And all the sacrifices that I've made For an old promise you made that's impossible to keep I know you think I'm an idiot Whose full of lies But if you give me a moment of your time And let me speak my mind I think you'd be surprised I'll keep up this charade maybe no-one will catch on to what I'm thinking Though I don't know how long I'll last Trying to move forward while keeping one foot in the past But I'm still searching For right answers or right conclusions Still wrestling with the fear That I'm somehow still caught in a delusion
4.
Oh Wow! 04:46
She could've sat next to any other guy in this bar But she, she sat next to me And she could've laughed and joked around with any other guy in this bar But she, she laughed and joked around with me And she could've put her hand in the hand of any other man But she put her hand in mine And she could've made any other guy feel warm and fuzzy inside But she, she made me feel all fuzzy And sometimes I feel like there's no-one else in the room When I'm with her And sometimes I feel like the weight of the world is being lifted off my shoulders when she's around And I'd like to explore her mind And search the depths of her soul And I can't describe the feeling that I get When I look into her eyes And she could've taken any other guy home But she, well she took me And she could've kissed the lips attached to any other guy But she, she kissed the lips attached to me And she could've taken her clothes off for any other guy But she, she took her clothes off for me And she could have laid down with any other guy But she laid down with me And she could've gotten tired of any other man But she, she got tired of me And she could've walked away from any other man But she walked away from me And she could've broken the heart in any other man But she broke the heart inside of me Maybe I should just get over it, I should just move on But I'm too invested emotionally

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released October 13, 2017

John Buxton - Guitar/Bass/Drums/Vocals

Engineered by Chris Hoyt, Mixed and Mastered by Will Wall

Recorded September 30th, 2017 at the Bread Factory in Eau Claire, WI

Album Artwork by Greg Kernkamp

All music and lyrics by John Buxton

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The solo project of John Buxton, a musician from Eau Claire, WI.

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